arghhh... i feel like... being violent... :/ i seem calm on the exterior, but i feel like a dormant volcano ready to blow up any moment. its like, the calm before a storm... hope it blows over by itself b4 i explode at someone... :/

was totally shitty today. was doing the chem paper, it was generally quite good, until some giant wasp or hornet things, which was larger than my thumb decided to land on me. i didn't know there was a bug on me, until Alfred Chan came up to me and said, "Xin Quan, stand up slowly and follow me to the back of the hall." I was puzzled but obliged. Then Edwin Lim took a large envelope and brushed something off my back and i saw this huge black disgusting hornet on the ground. arghh... i went back to do the paper but was sooo flustered and distracted. its like i would have this feeling there was another hornet on me or sth... :( now i know why at first, i had this feeling someone was tapping me on the back... the @#*(# hornet...!!

add tt to the fact i didn't practise thermodynamics, and chose to the do the stupid question on Born Haber Cycle instead of kinetics, i think i killed myself for this paper... damn, and it all started so well... but its really my fault for not focusing after tt, and well, not practising thermodynamics lar... gee, i'm just so annoyed tt i can't do well for chem now. was hoping tt i'd finally be able to do what i've not been able to do the past few common tests and promos...